Force this on me
It's not enough
I need a reason
For this pain to live in me.
Lay in this bed of withering promises
A voice from the past echoes in my head
I let myself down, I am blinded by fear
Tied down by a thought that became my grave
I’ve left all the things that I can't be
All I want is to have it all drown.
I lost it all to a sleep where I never dream
Guilty for all the things that I can't change
My stomach will bleed to serve as a consultation
Forgiveness is all I can ask for
In this, my final plea to be something great; someone worthwhile to you
Fusing ’90s metalcore, ’00s vaporwave, and ’20s cybergrind, the Texans' debut showcases an unprecedented unholy trinity. Bandcamp New & Notable May 17, 2023