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The Death Of​.​.​.

by Divided Life

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1.
Dissonance; A sound in my voice You left me broken Hollow body of this anguish. Promising If I see you again No law, or consequence can stop my hand. All my blood is spilt. Memories are full of shame And absolute horror I suffocate under the weight Of what you've done I won't let you Tear another life away You will know my pain I am finished hurting I am the victim no longer.
2.
Contortion of fate Knowing there’s no salvation I search for answers Knowing there are none I’d accept I bathe in this purity Certainty, I will leave you behind I only cry for those who Have tied themselves to me This restless vessel Imprisoned by self I embrace the absurdity We sleep in death I don't belong here I never will I feel I know my fate It will end on my own terms Encourage me to find a life devoid of meaning I'm sorry if I let you down but I can't ignore the truth. I'd rather be disillusioned by some fallacy Than sink into this cold grave And I spoke to you of my reasoning But you couldn't understand Because I spoke words of nothingness And silence filled our ears I cry for you.
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Force this on me It's not enough I need a reason For this pain to live in me. Lay in this bed of withering promises A voice from the past echoes in my head I let myself down, I am blinded by fear Tied down by a thought that became my grave I’ve left all the things that I can't be All I want is to have it all drown. I lost it all to a sleep where I never dream Guilty for all the things that I can't change My stomach will bleed to serve as a consultation Forgiveness is all I can ask for In this, my final plea to be something great; someone worthwhile to you This silence will no longer be mine.
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I try to grasp what time I have left Because I watched it slip past your hands Sleep inside your poison mentality And you will wither as you came A loveless pariah with nothing to give. I see you with closed eyes See your body laid out; deathless I see what you hold so close A catatonic sense of good The peroration of your morality You never questioned what you hold true A shaking coward, so afraid of Your righteousness becoming what it truly is. These lies and deceptions Contort the truth Buried inside this Shallow grave Swallowed whole by vices Your words hold no weight My arms are empty Carrying what you gave to me Pushing aside These moments of reflection Just so I can be the hero of this fiction I'd rather choke on the truth Than live in lies. But I have never been one for forgiveness A virtue that I can't afford. A terrifying premise; your conviction to truth Meaningless, I offer this consultation. It's your choice to take it.
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As ashes elope the sky I long for your embrace And as your lifeless eyes look back at me I am washed with the weight of abjection. Pried from my hands Your seraphic presence My heart forever facing the sun I live everyday heavy-hearted Choking on dissatisfaction Breathing with collapsed lungs Dreaming of the aurora I once saw. Submerged in misery (I won't leave you) Amid a primrose path (Until you know) Underneath my palms (How much I love you) I felt your heart stop. The absence of love The pain of forfeiture This reverence This undiminished pain Has led me to My place of interment. As I stand here on a barren shore With the memory of the sunlight's radiance And our hands intertwined I look to my side and realize You're not standing there Only your voice and your presence still reside I let go of this thought And my heart flourishes. You are here with me.

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released December 31, 2018

All songs written and performed by Divided Life.
Artwork by Hayden Daughtry.
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Shane Frisby at The Brick Hit House.

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